We all have those rare friends who seem to generate an irresistable force field that draws people to them. I have the opposite power; my side of the room is always dependably empty and silent.
I already had those side effects before taking the medication.
The generative power of creation is limitless and inexhaustible, but I am limited—and exhausted.
A season of grey drizzle, jet fuel, burnt coffee, lavatory disinfectant. Looking back, it all seems rather exotic. I miss it. I’m so tired. So sad. So angry. If we met now, I wonder if you’d know me.
Alprazolam
Clonazepam
Diazepam
Lorazepam
It’s amazing how far an attractive avatar can take you today’s world.
These are the facts. These are the trees. You are the wind.
Driving back, you remember the hopeful innocent you were just a week ago, still on your way.
The situation was fluid. Which was to say, he’d been drinking a lot.
He hangs on to his beloved hat long after forgetting he once wore it with irony.
Fourteen year old girl, April 19, 2009
Today is Thursday. I saw my therapist. We doubled the dosage.
All I can think is one more time from the beginning.
